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I feel awful. I just finished reading a thousand splendid suns and I can’t stop thinking about the hardships women faced and the torture received by indecent wretched men. It’s makes me wonder.are people actually recieving help. Have things changed?are women there safe instead being plundered raped and assaulted? Is it justifiable to say man is evil?

The next three hours i’m organizing, reorganizing, and getting everything back to the way it was. Cleaning out the bad crap. People, places, shit. And replacing it with the good. New and old. 

Things are going to be different. 

and i’m sitting in bed, pen and paper ready to write a beautiful meaningful letter to you. it’s going to be great. 

Just got back from my mom’s birthday dinner. What’s on the to do list?

1. U.S. History Civil War reading.
2. Read Death of a Salesman
3. Study 37 French vocabulary words.
4. Chemistry dimensional analysis STUDY.
5. Math test Chapter 1.
6. Fill out NHS forms.
7. TAKE A SHOWER
8. GET SOME SLEEP.        

So NOT ready for this.